I am dedicating too much energy and thought into the thought of ICU that I haven’t even started studying for what it takes to get into the area.
My critical/clinical skills are going down the drain yet my nurse manager says they’re improving. Blegh. I used to know SOOOO much, and now I don’t.
What sucks even more is when my manager said her work family, she spends more time with us than our own family. Honey, I can relate working overnight. I’m there with those that are sick, more than my own mother or family.
My mom told me to cancel my vacation in October. Fuck it, I’m taking it and going to see my family, even if it means road trip. Unless I can yank it into June when my sister’s in town.
Holy fuck hello melatonin.
